haha. i'll think i'll update after like 1 month la. so sian lor this few weeks. whole day dump us with so much homework. plus tomorrow is TA1. i cannot concentrate la. i think maybe this term fail already. yawn. the only thing to look forward to is chinese new year man! then holiday and no more school. yeah man. and after chinese new year march holidays. and after that june holidays. aiya. you all get it la.

peace. and get a valentine soon.

this is the most genius conversation man.

kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
WHAT
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
FUCK
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
LOL
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
EMO
«pinkgeek™» Discovering the waterfront. says:
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FUCK
«pinkgeek™» Discovering the waterfront. says:
LOL
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BENG
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
EMO
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
LOL
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
FUCK
kevan. -so much pain and sorrow. why can't it all just end. says:
WHAT
«pinkgeek™» Discovering the waterfront. says:
BENG
«pinkgeek™» Discovering the waterfront. says:
LOL
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hahaha.

woots. life is great. freedom rocks. i love it. and yeah. no one told you to wait. and if you want to call me dumbass, i just have to say that you're much, much more stupid than me. =)

10th-18th December
went japan. it was really damn fun man. the food rocks. especially ramen. damn shiok. we went to mount fuji. me, my bro and sis were throwing snowballs at each other. until it rained damn heavily. i wanted to see snow. but then the temperature was i think -1 degree, still will take a while for the rain to turn to snow. but still damn fun. then another day we went disneyland. the queue was horrible. wait 2 hours plus for a 2 minute ride. haha. my bro and my sis wanted to play the dizzy cup. i nothing to do, so join them lor. then the turn the cup damn fast la. until i was dizzy for the whole day. haha. on 18th i came back. i got 9 birthday messages! thanks cous, jiayun, daryl, angeline, annabelle, matthew, loy, daniel and KK! haha.

19th December
went out with sherwyn to plaza sing. sian la. so many people cannot come. then while waiting for gillian to come, we went to eat pizza hut. he pay 34 dollars i paid only 16. he say my birthday treat. haha. then gillian came. we went to watch eragorn. its not that nice la. damn predictable the storyline. not like deathnote. haha. 28th December DeathNote 2! after that we went to eat dinner at Potong Pasir then go home le. haha.

20th December
off to delvin's party man! me cedric and nigel formed this 3-man band which we didn't even get to perform. we took turns to play the guitar, cause there was only one powerpoint. sian ar. we watch this m18 horror movie The Creep i think. but surprisingly, not scary la! the creep doesn't even look scary. he's just damn retarded la. we played soccer and finally i did the rainbow. the ball chipped over brandon then went to daryl. he shoot. he score. beautiful goal with a beautiful assist. haha. joking. after that drank wine and barcadi. i think i got drunk. haha. then after his party i went to 7 eleven. the slurpee got this buy 1 get one free promotion. then i buy 1 got one free. so i tried to finish the 2 la. but only resulted in me getting brain freeze. damn cold. haha.

yup. and i love this life. no one's gonna change it. haha! rock on people!

i love you. i always had and i always will. our love will last forever. no matter what happens. you. the person i love. the person who loves me. you sacrifice for me, doing everything for me. but what have i done. making you angry always. always taking for granted. no more. i will. i will love you. i will not let you gey hurt again. no matter what you ask i will give. let the old selfish me be washed away into the darkness. and let. a new me be born. you are my life. you are my strength. you are. my happineess,

she rocks my world. she's the best. she will do anything for me. no one can ever replace her. the one i love. the one i care about. i will not lose her again. it's my turn. to protect the person that i cherish most. my turn to do anything for her. cause she brings colour to my life. she makes my life truly meaningful. my world changed when i met her. i will. i will not ever let her go again. i. love. you.

today rox man. back to training le. last time went training only went one quarter out of it. cause we watched movie then movie finished at 4. since it was raining, we decided to go walk around cineleisure until rain stopped. so in the end.. we reached training at 530, when there was like only half an hour left for training la! lol. tim's idea. i wanted to go home. lol.
then today before training we played soccer. i kena humiliated by brij la. i goalkeeper then brij kick the ball in his own half then chipped over me. omg. i too overconfident de la. heh. who cares. then it started to rain:( sad sia. worst part was. it only rained for a short while. meaning we would have physical training. sian diao. then before coach came, i kinda had a game with sec ones la. the jason go throw prawn cracker at me. i spit him with ice. lol. then his so called "gang" oliver and sufyan came to help him. all started to spit water and ice at me. lol. of course i spit them back la! haha. then i went to weights room so then cant take revenge. but so sad. after training i still kena spit lol. somemore proved my theory right man. 101 people are evil. heh. so yeah the ace camp 2 people came back le. when i saw amos i said hornet! to him. then he laugh then walk away le.
after training went to cafe with deon jama nat and brandon. brandon was like talking to some girl la. what i go plaza sing. no u come tanglin cc. no go plaza sing. sian la. lol. after investigating, i found out it was brandons girlfriend la. or thats what jama and nat said. actually the girl supposed to come tanglic cc cafe. but brandon went plaza sing in the end. sian. then out of nowhere matthew popped out. stunned sia. i thought camp 2 people all tired like siao. still got energy to go cafe haha. i heard the commando got sent back cause he physically abused some student. yay for camp two. haha.
yup. and 900 show was stupid. shanqi should have gone with xiaofei. zhiyun is an idiot. baka.
nights people.

yo. i just read this bulletin

Guys. realize that the girl
holding onto
u..is PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing heralready
but she is rejecting
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every need and love her
as much as she loves you.
Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....

but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.
Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
theleastyoucan do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

yeah. don't end up like me. regretting. i lost her. and i can never find her back.